I wish.

I really miss them. I miss them so much.

I wish I could turn back time. 

I'm still living in the past. I can't let go. I tried, but I'm still holding on tight. Everyone else, has moved on. Very easily, in fact. Because, they still have each other. Me, on the other hand. I have no one. 

I so desperately want to have a reunion with them. I so desperately want them to come visit me here, in my new school. 

But it never happens. Reunions? During the holidays, almost no one's free. Visits to my school's events? Never. Always the same thing; no transport. Though they could ride the LRT to Taman Paramount and cut across Taman Aman. But they wouldn't do that. They'd be too busy anyways.

The only thing that would make me feel better is to meet them. To know that they still remember me, hoping that they miss me as much as I miss them.

I wish <3

My birthday's coming up. And nothing would be a better birthday gift than a surprise dinner party planned by them, for me. In my house, maybe <3 Most of them never been to my house before. They'd have to get my parents permission though haha. All of them there. Not just the girls, but the guys too. It would be the best birthday ever, a wish come true, in fact. It doesn't have to be a fancy dinner. Even simple food would be enough. With family and friends. No birthday would be better :3

But unfortunately, that would never happen :/ They're all always so busy, they never have the time. They don't have time to kill, unlike me. 

I really do miss them. /sigh/