I guess

I'm adjusting. For real, this time. I guess 

I'm settling in now. Adjusting to the new system, the new life. 

I feel better at school now. I really do. Though sometimes I can't help but feel lonely :/

I still miss them, honestly. I'm secretly (well not so secret anymore lol) still hoping that they're planning a surprise party for me. I can't help but hope. But I can't get my hopes too high or else it'll sink down to the bottom of the ocean if they aren't planning anything. Honestly though, my hopes are so high right now. That's gonna make me a mess if they never planned anything for me. 

 

I rummaged through my old stuff last night. Like, late night. And I'm not even kidding when saying late night haha.

I took out this envelope with so many last year memories. It had been quite a while since the last time I opened it, before last night. I've always hid it in my room. No one knew where I kept it. It had photos and cards from last year, my most favourite year <3 

I just stared at those things that night. Thinking about all that's happened in that year. 

I kept the envelope back where it was. I don't know, but I have a feeling, the next time I open it, it'd be when I have met them.